THE GLITTERING EYES

 It is often said that when you are in love, things start to change. You feel something which makes you happy and makes you stand out from the whole world. Lucky are those people who are blessed with such love in their life also blessed are those people who find such love at right of time. But how do we know if we are in love? Do you really dance in your happy mood or do you smile all the time without reason maybe it’s all the charismatic feeling which you feel while you have no idea about things happening around you.I do not actually trust this because I am more practical and focused more on facts rather than emotions. But I had no idea what I was walking into. It feels like yesterday, when I opened my Instagram and came across a wonderful piece of furniture and then decided if I could get something amazing like this maybe I can also start something interesting, The, next moment I know I am googling out for ideas and also checking my Instagram feed so things are more interesting as google search is too boring. I stumble upon a dance video and something about the video is very intriguing, so I had to watch it twice.

And within no time started to check out all the videos on that Instagram handle. And yes, to my lucky interest I see the bio as a Performer, Dancer along with Architect, Interior Designer. Well, this is what I was actually looking for, so I decided to say Hi and see if I can get a design quote for my YouTube Desk Setup.

I was more curious to know more about her, because the Bio said a lot of things and it is really tough to be successful in one career and she is an Architect and also a Professional Dancer. While strolling to her profile, I get a popup notification and to my surprise it is the same Architect which I hadmes saged earlier. So, we talked for a while and she gave me a proper idea about that table and what better ideas can be used. It was nice talking to her, as she was very confident and determined with her ideas but also simple and elegant in her communication. It took me a month to finalize the design as I was exploring other options to finalize the design also struggling with the finances.

After almost a month, I made up my mind and decided to finalize my table design but yes, I was still checking out her profile, there was something special about her which was making me very curious about her. So, I texted her and we decided to meet that evening. It was raining so I decided to pick her up that evening. I was very excited to finally meet her in person. But surprisingly in the evening I was not able to find her address so was little nervous thinking what she would think about How dumb I am? But to my surprise she called me and probably it was the first time I heard her voice and it had a that nice soft touch and I was blown away and next thing I knew was she is standing right in front of me waving at me. It was raining so she was wearing a rain jacket and then she came and sat in the car. It was the first time I saw her in person, earlier I was just stalking her profile and admiring her innocence, but I was just going to talk professional and discuss about the table design. Since it was raining and there were no other places where we could have sat and talk so we decided to go for short drive so we could talk. The whole time we were just talking about so many random stuffs and I was trying to focus on the road as it would be so creepy to just keep looking at her. Finally, it started raining very heavily and we decided to take a halt due to low visibility. Now, I do not have to focus on the road and just look at her. She was very pretty and innocent and her voice had that softness which gave me goosebumps. The whole time we talked about how many mutual friends we had and how we never met earlier as we both were friends on Facebook for more than 1-2 years. The whole time she was just talking and talking I was just excited to listen due to her simplicity. We did not know each other 10 minutes before and now we are talking as if we have known each other for a long time. I made sure that she does not feel creepy so I finally I asked her if we can finalize the design for the table and she simply said Yes !! that is why we met right? To which I had so say yes because the other imaginary thoughts in my mind would have been very weird right? So she showed me her phone and her amazing designs which she had designed for her other clients and I was quite impressed with her work and the way she explained me the ideas which can be implemented for my table. I was just looking at her silently making sure she does not notice me.

There was this wonderful glow in her eyes due to phone’s screen light and her wonderful smile for which I am starting to develop a crush. But again, we met to finalize the design, so I had to put brakes on all my imaginary stuff. I felt all the goosebumps and butterflies not sure why do I feel like talking to her all the time. It might be all because of her amazing voice and those lovely eyes. She was innocent and pretty but at the same time she was very bold and confident. I had never seen met someone who is so talented in so many things. Dancer, Choreographer, Interior Designer & Architect and yet so beautiful and pretty. I still get the goosebumps when I remember those moments. In meantime, when I was in my imaginary world she mentioned she has to meet few friends so we decided to leave and since she was talking all the time and got thirsty and she asked if I had a bottle of water and me being dumb I always carry my water bottle but I had forgotten it that day, maybe I was just too excited to meet her.

Luckily, we found a store nearby, and she insisted that she will go and get the water as she was wearing the rain jacket. But, obviously I did not let her and I told her let me get it to which she said you will get wet don’t go out let me get it as the shop is just few steps away. I locked the door and did not let her get out of the car saying that my door lock is tricky to open rushed to the store. I bought the water bottle and few chocolates for her as I really loved the time we had spent together. I came back rushing to the car and I was little soaked in the heavy rains. She gave me that cute angry look saying I told you do not go but you did not listen. Her expressions are just different than others. Her eyes speak more than you can imagine you can just simply fall in love with those eyes. We talked for few minutes and then she got a call from her friend and she asked me if I could drop her there. I agreed, as I would get more time to spend with her. She again started talking about her friends and all the funny stuff they do. I was barely listening, as I was just listening to her voice and acknowledging to what she said so that she does not feel I am acting creepy or weird. And in all my fantasy world I only heard one name popping up again and again, so I asked her about it which stating is he your best friend, to which she shockingly replied saying NO!! He is my boy friend and they have been together for more than 5 years or so and I was frozen and maybe she sensed that and I didn’t wanted to show anything at all so I decided to just keep quite and drive. But she kept saying sorry, she thought maybe I knew it already. And I agree with her I was so dumb I went through her 600+ Instagram photos several times but never gave any attention to people around her. In few minutes, we reached the place where I was supposed to drop her and she was still saying sorry because it came out spontaneously maybe she understood or maybe she saw me staring at her all the time. But, irrespective of that she had to leave and was back to my senses. It felt like a dream has ended. I was blank and thinking about how stupid I was thinking about her all the time without even thinking if she might already have someone in her life. But anyways she left just like other people in my life. I watched her walking away and it felt like sometimes things are better the way they are and its better to keep your feelings tucked away until you are completely sure about someone.After she left, I opened her profile and saw their photos together and I was such a dumb person that I missed it in the first place. But luckily, the truth came out as a shock and I was blown away. But still I followed her for a while to get a last glimpse of her thinking this would probably be the last time I might get to see her or meet her. But they had already left so I came back home and thought about the past 2 hours which we spent just talking about so many things and her voice echoing in my ears. I just closed on my eyes thought about all the amazing moments which were witnessed by perfect weather and amazing rains. My fantasy world came to the harsh reality of life. There were few amazing posts which I had save from Instagram which she mentioned earlier stating some people are so stupid that they save my Instagram post, and she can see that as well. I kept quite as I did not know if there was such an option, so I removed all those photos thinking about her amazing voice and those Lovely

Glittering Eyes.!!!!